please don't worry. I am in the same spot you speak off...now 9 months pregnant with 2nd child..and married. Just keep some light inside that's what I do. I don't even know what things make me happy anymore..but for some reason I keep moving forward. There is something somewhere. somehow. we just have to find it....even if it take so long. We both will run up on it in time...like I said. somehow . some way .
I am not a stay at home mother even though I am being forced to it at this point.
I love working.
But like it said somehow someway.